just move

I am scared to move. Its becoming difficult to breathe and I feel paralyzed. There is nothing but coldness around my heart and my hands are numb. It hurts to look forward, but I cant look back because that hurts even more. I feel surrounded by everything unfamiliar, everything that makes me uncomfortable.  Its dark and nothing seems to make sense. I reach out for a hand and feel nothing, has He really abandoned me? I keep walking reminding myself to "just move". But even then I hear the taunting voice of my past regrets of my past hurt. Slowly they become louder and louder until eventually the voices are so loud they bring pain to my body. I start running now more afraid then ever but willing myself out of what seems like a nightmare. I see a light in the very far distance. The light is mysterious yet comforting, it frightens me a little but I run harder. If I can just get to the light maybe I will be saved from whatever is chasing me, whatever is trying to take me out. The closer I get to the light the more clearer things become, the less pain I feel, and the easier it is to run. I cant stop now, the light seems to glorious too wonderful. I feel something again, a hand in mine holding me up. I look up and I see the face of my dear Savior. Then I see the cross. Instantly the weight is lifted and the taunting voices long gone. True Love has set me free. I can see again, I can feel again, I can breathe again.